I struggled with and suppressed gay feelings from the age of 14 years until I was 32, faced these feelings and went through a personal "valley of darkness" and no longer have any lingering feelings for the same sex. My story could well fill a number of volumes but I want to post my insights into my transformation into that true man who was trapped inside.
posted by Daniel Gethyn at 5/15/2006 10:29:00 PM
I used to be very quiet, did not say much and allowed everyone to control me. But today I can say that I am much bolder and can be a bit blunt. I don't like people who play games or try to control the situation for selfish gain. There are many things I take a hands on approach to. I am sensitive where it counts the most and very protective of my wife and kids. I do daydream a lot and on the spur of the moment perform tasks quickly tiring myself out. I like to drive, hike and cook to relieve stress, odd I know. I used to like winning an argument but I have found my match in my wife, very cool. Don't trust people at all, sincerity is important to me. I myself have betrayed close people I love and trust which people thought they could depend upon me for I now have to rebuild. From the age of 14 years I struggled with gay feelings and after nearly 9 years of marriage can truly say I have no lingering feelings for the same sex.
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